This is the beginning of the end. I’ve decided to largely hang up my pen as a critical journalist covering DC area musicians. This will likely not be the last time that I pull away from reporting about musicians due to a more involved level of personal participation. However, it’s the first time, so therefore, it’s important.
Foremost, I don’t feel like writing about DC anymore, and want to contribute to my city’s artistic development with actions. Roughly two months ago, Jeremy Beaver made the decision to hire me as an Account Manager at DC’s Listen Vision Recording Studios. The position has been a godsend, as it has set my life goals into hyperactive motion, and made my future intentions entirely clear.
I never intended to be a legitimate journalist. I started writing as a creative exercise, painting pictures with words, controlling and igniting the explosive energies of wildly creative musical notions. As time wore on and acclaim grew, my position as a writer focused my personal goals on writing as a measure of cultural stewardship, progressive advocacy and creating standards, goals which eventually rendered writing well as a secondary goal to my work.
The internet has ruined so much of what drew me to music and so many musicians I appreciate to the point where writing about both it and them makes me feel impotent. It’s as though I’ve been made into well meaning window dressing in the local scene, a passionate critic whose ideas are thought to be substantive, but not to the point of having any heft or consequence. That frustrates me completely, so I’m going to change that.
I’m taking my position as an Account Manager at Listen Vision seriously. I want to assist in the development and proper exposure of artists who are not just pop stars who make money, but are rather career musicians who are positioned to understand that success AND sustainability are key. Whether a rapper, vocalist, producer, DJ or instrumentalist, I believe I can help. My track record speaks for itself. I’m proud of my list of plaudits and international co-signs that are as deep as they are wide, and want to cash them in to preserve the future of music.
I’m sick and tired of feeling handcuffed by words, and have been granted the opportunity to replace them with actions. As a journalist, I’ve excelled at being on the pulse of culture to the point where I understand all of the nuances of the angles where stardom is derived. DC is a beautiful blend of New York in the heart of the punk and disco era, and Atlanta’s era as the “New Motown of the South.” I feel like I am one of a precious few people in the world that actually understands the globe-shifting energy in that dichotomous creative space, and want to exist deeper within it.
As far as writing about DC musicians with a critical eye, though? I quit. Permanently. If I’m guilty of any one thing as a writer, it’s becoming possessed by the idea that the city I cover as a beat is next, and that I’m not doing enough to help. But I guess if I never wanted to be a writer in the first place, I’m not guilty of anything at all. If you’re still a writer in the local area, I salute you, and will definitely need your assistance. I want every artist in DC with the passion and talent to truly succeed to do so. Success in music is not a guarantee. However, if prepared and equipped with the right tools, it’s certainly possible.
If you want my opinion anymore, want to work with me on your career aspirations, or respect my idealism and think I’m on the right track, I’m at 2622 Georgia Avenue, NW. 12-8 on Monday-Friday, 10-6 on Saturdays. I’m more than ready to make a difference. If you believe in yourself and believe in the energy of your area as much as I do, I’m ready to work.
Thanks for your time,
Marcus K. Dowling

